It passed 40 days, since I have lost my confessor and what do we have by this time? On mass-media even have already presented suspected in this murder. In the message which has acted in "Interfax" from investigatory management of Investigatory committee at Office of Public Prosecutor (OPP) the Russian Federation, it is spoken, that the arrested person-a certain citizen around 1970 date of birth, the native of the Tver area, has already admitted that he has killed Otto Messmer and Victor Betankur, and has repented in what was made. Considering all circumstances and that what was written with the same press week earlier there is nothing to say. No comments. The only thing, that from myself I shall note, that earlier never reflected on similarity Latinos and inhabitants of the Tver area. As the comment, on the statements in nine day’s mass, I have received some letters. For the beginning I shall result, the citation from correspondence with one woman. At what further themes this correspondence more interestingly developed. At the beginning I shall share the first letter.
At what further themes this correspondence more interestingly developed. At the beginning I shall share the first letter. “His life is very similar to Jesus’ way. And as Jesus has based church so father Otto has constructed church in Astana. The place has been located on a former dump. It now beside there passes a presidential line. As he with love and diligence of all this did! When the church was under construction, father Otto spent divine services on Fridays in the evening. he spoke - let builders see our diligence and more quickly build to us a temple. If the first services we constructed shops from bricks and boards in the further, coming on Friday, we saw, that builders prepared us places. When the temple has been constructed also it the cardinal has consecrated, I have told to father Otto - now you are waited with a dignity of bishop for such work. On what he has answered - I do not want it, I wish to remain the simple priest and to serve the God and people. Therefore I have been very surprised, when have learned about its post.” “Has gone to church, there very kind sister the nun began to ask, why I do not go to church. I have told her, that when there was father Otto, we had a community, and now - a market-station. I have still added - father Otto would pull out me from depression. She has told me, that can give his address. It was on October, 27th. On October, 28th she has sent me on an Internet his address, I have written to him the letter in the evening. Unfortunately, he already never will read through it. I some days waited the answer because he always at once answered, never disregarded anybody.”
” Since November, 1st I sit on the Internet, I look all news, I search though for something, that would throw light on this dark history. I at once rejected the story with sexual contacts. I did not know about Victor, but I have been assured of cleanliness of father Otto! So different and vile, that it is unpleasant to read All to news. Everywhere just misunderstanding. Your letter has put all points above i. Thank you”
On my request to use the letter for 40 days, this woman has told it is not necessary and further few days later her tone sharply varies also she starts to contradict already to herself. I do not know with what it is connected. Probably, the church has lead the soul saving conversations, is possible also a difference in style of a writing, forces me so to think wrote already other person or is written under dictation of other person. For this reason I have found possible, nevertheless to use here these letters, especially considering, that fact that all of them are sent to me. And so the following letter.
“At us in Astana anybody at all has not begun to doubt in its decency... In Astana people consider him martyr. And the most important. He never spoke and at all did not allow to think badly of Church. He lived to it. Therefore to shout that something not so, we cannot because he did not do so. Now our Churches work about the European standard. Father Otto explained it to me, therefore and the service is conducted. And we in an another's monastery with our charter cannot climb. If something does not arrange us, we can refuse it. There is a smart phrase - everyone wish to alter the world, but nobody wishes to alter himself. Namely this is what father Otto also helped us to understand. He asked to come to Church for the sake of itself and Jesus. And haven’t you noticed, that the more we start to shout about his decency, the more people start to doubt of it. At once there is at them a question - why you speak it? Hi is the Catholic priest! He has his own life. He gave vows. Where from do you know all this?, etc. I read a lot of messages about him, tried to justify in the some people, and it turned out even worse. Therefore I consider so, let his soul rest in peace, he is allready with God, for him I shall pray only. If somebody will ask, I shall tell about him. Only good things certainly. Even after your letter there is a comment which forces to doubt of yours truth... (Do not take offence) to me it doesn’t matter, I knew him very well; therefore I take only the positive information. We shall begin with sharp change of tone of the letter. Further, I was surprised with strangeness: the person whom simply parishioner and in general, speaks that for a long time did not visit church - writes such phrase:” Now our Churches work under the European standard”. What does it mean” Our churches”? Whose ours? Whose lips speak it?
Who can tell "Our churches" and to declare mere mortals, that they in them like in another's monastery? Also what for the standard such? What for the standard here is available in view of? Or under the European standard it is necessary to kill decent priests? Further, the person who only two days ago thanks me that I have written, speaks me, that the more we speak about decency of the person, the it is more people in it doubt. Means, let's stand in a side and observe, how man dips into a dirt and then, for sure nobody will doubt in him. Funny phrase about an another's monastery. First, if Catholic church for Catholics - an another's monastery, what in general all of us do there? Secondly, the person who speaks, that a temple was under construction Father Otto for them and as he consulted on them in everything, she speaks such things that, appears this church not for Catholics. Further the question is asked to me - why I speak it all. I already wrote about it, but all right, I shall repeat. Also what means” It is his life? A life that now at he have just taken away at first. Secondly, as well as any pastor, he has no personal life, his life belongs to flock. And when churchmen is favourable, so they worry and search for flock and as it is not favourable they made themselves separate. Has truly told baptizer
in the Gospel " Pharisees and Sadducees, generations are malicious echidna” Or how it turns out, while he is needed, he belongs to everybody and when that happen, all is not necessary there is nobody? Because I cannot be silent, when I see crimes. Yes, Father Otto was the priest, yes, he always and up to the last protected church, yes, he has given a vow. One is not clear at what here in this case a vow? Or what, if someone has given a vow then he can be killed?Also has constrained all vows up to the end. That I also spoke and still I shall many times repeat. Yes, his spirit with God now. But, as the woman has written, about him everywhere distribute a heap of mucks. And I am not going to indulge it the silence! Yes Father Otto did not condemn Church as you have written did not shout, but I think he too did not tolerate and did not allow to create in it angrily, for as has died. But we all different and everyone has the calling and the ways for its realization. This person has given much to me, yes, he learned to love and respect with Church, but church, consists of people, the church is not something imperceptible. And people there, alas, not always decent and to allow such people to operate in this Church, being covered with its authority to create a harm, whether it is disrespect for it and treachery of memory of Father Otto? I hope, I have quite answered a question asked to me. Among other things, we live in a human society, and, as a rule, murders in it are not encouraged. And those who name themselves Church not only that create a harm so also try to cover with its name sacred. It is very convenient also centuries is checked up. Try to silence everything, those that say yes, sacred teach us to love Church. Yes teach, but to love - does not mean to indulge a harm in it. In occasion of interested persons to alter all world, something I do not see those, and very much the other way. On cause of the interested persons to remake whole world, I do not see such, but just on the contrary, a little that what all as in saying my cottage is on the corner. But begin with itself,this sane thought, I repudiate, from church working on european standard, rather then on commandment of God, welcome someone else follow my example. Either as in following to christening be spoken: From satan and all deals him(it). Repudiate! About that you doubt of my truth is your right, everyone has the mind, the conscience and freedom of will. My conscience forces me to search for this truth, so that what I do. In occasion of that? What if something does not arrange us, we can refuse?, so I also have made it, I refuse Church to which is stirred by decent people. And father Отто was such person. Yes, he has constructed the Temple, did not eat, did not sleep and experienced, but not only for process of construction and as for what unseemly business were created around of this process. About what we with him also spoke many times. I remember, in our last meeting I have asked him:” How are you”? On what he has answered me:” I am was insolent, differently as I shall drive others if itself I shall be not at height”. I still was surprised, he earlier never was so is adjusted. Here, possibly, this spirit strongly has not liked someone. And in general, very much it would be desirable to know, who advises here if to not refuse and leave, that, at least, to break off, and speaks the Catholic about Catholic Church as about an another's monastery? It is very curious. Or parishioners are necessary only as mass meeting for hierarches? Well if there will be no mass meeting, so there will have nothing to cover with. And the main - about what charter here in general goes the speech, which so does not like the givenned priory? About charter forbiding kill? So, some more person have sent me letters, in one of them as to me to a distance interesting references, about murders in Church. Here what data managed to be gathered. Interesting that fact, that it is not the first case, such change of the head of the Catholic penitent The head of the Russian Catholic penitent of Franciscans priest Grigory Tserokh was lost in accident. The tragedy has hapenned on July, 14th in 62 km from Brest. As have informed today to the correspondent of ITAR-TASS in Catholic Moscow centre of the empire, father Grigory Tserokh will be buried on the native land in Poland. 42-years Grigory Tserokh is known also as the head of publishing house " Russian Catholic encyclopedia ". Work above it is conducted since 2002. In total Moscow publishing house of Franciscans since 1994 has let out more than hundred books of religious and cultural subjects. His name has been connected with scandal around of the real estate of the Award of Franciscans in Moscow which has been handed over to unknown businessmen and was used by them for the maintenance of the public house. Tserokh unsuccessfully tried to have legal proceedings with swindlers, but soon tragically died?. Is it now such fashion at the Catholic heads to change provincials? And besides scandal, though and not such defiantly false on a theme of sexual character. Besides a question even if it also handed over apartments who has given it such task? For certain, the heads from above advised to do so. Further on “ In February, 2002 in Poland under mysterious circumstances citizens of Russia, brothers Victor and Jury Tarasevichs were lost. Victor Tarasevich was the Catholic journalist, the founder of agency “Ringing of church bells-info “and newspaper “Light of the Gospel”. Brothers have been shot, and their bodies have been found later many months after murder”. And how to explain this? What the journalist of the Catholic newspaper could know unattractive of Catholic church? And the country again Russia and Catholic Poland. And it only those murders which have occured in this "Priority" Region and under strange circumstances. Also that again the church, does the hypocritical face and puts on a mask of a victim, it, by the way, very conveniently. And each time these murders become more impudent because someone has felt the full impunity. Still everyone would be silent and consequently all of them from hands descends. How many more people should be lost? To create crimes and to give out itself for a victim. So, what how to be spoken” The fish decays from a head” And a source of all these problems it is necessary to look in Vatican.
1:13 Do not bring any more meaningless offerings;
I consider your incense detestable!
You observe new moon festivals, Sabbaths, and convocations,
but I cannot tolerate sin-stained celebrations!
1:14 I hate your new moon festivals and assemblies;
they are a burden
that I am tired of carrying.
1:15 When you spread out your hands in prayer,
I look the other way;
when you offer your many prayers,
I do not listen,
because your hands are covered with blood. (Isaiah 1) Holy Padre Otto Messmer! Pray for us!
